Return the home to close a door, turn over that piece of firm afternoon hair in satchel " the star of the composition " , will be answered back and forth looked not to fall 10 times, tear does not stop flush outside, what I cry is very indescribable, however fact of the real situation feels.
回到家关上房门，翻出书包里那张下午刚发的《作文之星》，来来回回看了不下十遍，眼泪止不住的往外涌出，我哭的很莫名其妙，却又真情实感。
See Laoban gives the thematic “ that I write back the child, you think by what you are not outstanding ” . My nose is met sneaking ache slightly, laoban is such believing I, value me, think I am an outstanding person, for me of this confirmed to valueing oneself to having self-abased complex, it is a greatest encouragement and drive! Original, I am OK an outstanding person is become in other heart! Laoban tells me to say, I should not face those more outstanding students to support the attitude of a kind of stay at a respectful distance from sb; Contrary, I should be close to them, blend in them actively in, tell myself aloud: So I return good, I can become more outstanding!
看到老班给我回信的题目“孩子，你凭什么认为自己不优秀”。我的鼻子便会不争气地发酸，老班是如此的相信我，看重我，认为我是一个优秀的人，这对于一个并不看重自己有着根深蒂固自卑情结的我来说，是一个莫大的鼓励与激励！原来，我是可以在他人心中成为一个优秀的人啊！老班告诉我说，我不应该面对那些更优秀的学生持一种敬而远之的态度；相反，我应该接近他们，主动融入他们之中，并大声告诉我自己：原来我还不赖，我可以变得更加优秀！
In the letter in reply, laoban jades I and Xu beautiful ceaselessly in that way learn bully place on a par, in my heart vacant fill in little neat, I am so OK so outstanding! I also want to thank Laoban, thank Laoban, for me, for us 2, paid do not know how many painstaking effort! Here, I want to say the word of a nest that draw out a heart to the boss really: Laoban, ask you not to want again distressed, believe me, believe all of us, we 2 scarcely are met forever “ 2 ” go down, be in before long in the future, we can be different from “ 2 classes certainly like one ” ! Laoban, believe us! We are looked at did not grow tall, but we are in all the time take root.
回信中，老班不断地将我与徐佳璐那样的学霸相提并论，我内心中的空缺在一点点补齐，原来我可以这样优秀！我也想感谢老班，感谢老班，为了我，为了我们二班，付出了不知多少心血！在这里，我真的想对老板说一句掏心窝的话：老班，请你不要再痛心了，相信我，相信我们大家，我们二班一定不会永远“二”下去，在不久的将来，我们二班一定会非同“一”般！老班，相信我们！我们看着没有长高，可是我们一直在扎根。
On classroom, I dare not cry aloud all the time because of face reason, wait for me to return the home, what emerge in brain is a composition right-down / the dialog of the Laoban on classroom and classmates, shut door “ of ” to cry. So I am in all the time worry about troubles of one's own imagining, I am in all the time suffer from imaginary fears! So those learn bully people it is to me in that way value, in that way friendly, and I dare be not contacted with them however! Brilliant of Zhang Zixin, king, yi Jia of the Song Dynasty if they say to me, let what my tear can'ts help spill over orbit. The water that asing if is Cheng Manshui adds water of one big spoon again among the cup, the mood is uncontrollable, the warmth that shows fully in their speech, sincerity is to open my tear the valve of big calamity. I thank you, my dear classmates, it is you give me the biggest best the warmest encouragement, it is you let me slowly progress, let me learn to put down self-abased, pick up a confidence.
课堂上，我因为面子原因一直不敢大声哭出来，等我回到家，脑海中浮现的全然是作文/课堂上老班和同学们的对话，关上房门“哇”的一声哭了出来。原来我一直在庸人自扰，我一直在杞人忧天！原来那些学霸们对我都是那样的看重，那样的友好，而我却不敢与他们接触！张自信、王晶晶，宋奕嘉她们对我说的话，让我眼泪不由自主的溢出眼眶。仿佛是盛满水的水杯当中再加一大勺水，情绪无法控制，她们话语中透露出的温馨、真诚是打开我眼泪洪灾的阀门。我感谢你们，我亲爱的同学们，是你给予我最大最好最暖的鼓励，是你们让我慢慢的进步，让我学会放下自卑，拾起信心。
“ clumsy sincere ” , this is the term that Laoban describes me, “ clumsy ” is clumsiness, “ sincere ” is cordial. The year Chinese character that Laoban ever kept to me is “ water ” , water can include everythings on earth, do not contend for when anything crops up. A few this simple words, it is I am in in Laoban classmates the figure in the eye, although stupid, but can include hard other. And why do I see myself those who get inferior to others? Am I the idea that embracing equality of all living creatures all the time? So, I should put down those imperceptible in the heavy burden that oneself put on for oneself, loosen to sit down loosely gently, put down self-abased with cowardly, pick up confidence and courage again, go saluting the advent of brand-new good ego.
“拙诚”，这是老班形容我的词语，“拙”乃笨拙，“诚”乃诚恳。老班曾给我写的年度汉字是“水”，水能包容万物，遇事不争。这简单的几个字，就是我在老班在同学们眼中的形象，虽笨，但努力能够包容他人。而我为何将自己看得低人一等的呢？我不是一直抱着众生平等的思想吗？所以，我应该放下那些不知不觉中自己为自己添上的重负，轻轻松松的坐下，放下自卑与胆怯，重拾信心与勇气，去迎接全新的美好的自我的到来。
I should say like Laoban in that way, become posse light source alive, enlighten not only oneself, enlighten at the same time other, old class of no less than sends that my poem: Go a visit great distance, wish you are restful the bridge is solid, channel is bright! I should give self-assurance alive, give warmth alive, because, I am OK also very outstanding!
我要像老班说的那样，活成一团光源，不仅照亮自己，同时照亮他人，正如老班送给我的那句诗：去把此行路远，愿你平安桥都坚固，隧道都光明！我要活出自信，活出温暖，因为，我也可以很优秀！