A bright lamp, lacerate darkness. -- preface
一盏明灯，划破黑暗。——题记
The weather April turns gradually warm, the spring breeze outside the classroom is vernal, clear sky lofty or bottomless, tender confide is in branch, a sunshine is penetrable glass, drowsily climbs to go up in my book.
四月的天气渐渐转暖，教室外春风和煦，晴空万丈，嫩吐露在枝头，一缕阳光穿透玻璃，懒洋洋地爬在我的书上。
I resemble this sunshine same, lean on wall brick, the absent-mindedly is listening the classroom content that the teacher interprets, the eyes always glances sideways not self-consciously to that direction -- one pair is the same as desk, the schoolboy is whole class the first, the schoolgirl is last a dark horse before final with one action jumps me to rank. They always are learning twice, do not look up, do not rise, very consummate class also is brushing a problem. They wander about in boundless and indistinct in having the problem sea of border, I go up from their body practical sense gets: "Two open, begin to compete. Begin to compete..
我像这缕阳光一样，倚在墙砖上，心不在焉地听着老师讲的课堂内容，眼神总不自觉地向那个方向瞟去——一对同桌，男生是全班第一，女生是上次期末考试一举跃到我排名之前的黑马。他们两个总在学习，不抬头，不起身，甚至上课也在刷题。他们倘佯在茫茫无际的题海中，我从他们身上切实感受到：“两眼一睁，开始竞争。”
I very angst, constant heart thinks, they are more diligent than me too much, exam what problem should have seen, I cannot surmount them for certain, random hemp is like in the heart general, feeling is twined, cannot static heart learns, have the feeling of kind of huge burden shoulder.
我十分焦虑，时常心想，他们比我用功太多，考试什么题型都该见过了吧，我肯定超越不了他们了，心中如乱麻一般，思绪缠绕，无法静心学习，有种巨负担肩的感觉。
Just when my distracted is helpless when, a bundle intense and not the light of bright person is illuminated to me come. That day mathematical class, what our mathematical teacher told about to me is " negative effect tries hard " . Classmates let, happen to coincide the ground delivers his view to that pair to be the same as desk, what didn't the teacher say, end removes a teacup, light Mian a tea, then says again: "Do not stop the pace that oneself run because of others forever, you should believe yourself, leave a result alone to meet how. What you should do now is the study method that uses his, fling caution to the winds the ground bears down on the terminus that you think to go. " say, I ignited heavy fight, look up experienced his blazing view. He and I am right inspect a few seconds, dub a few below, I did not think of I complain a few sentences casual in the office to be written down by him. At this moment, he ases if in let me believe me, perhaps let me do not want take into account again too much, come according to oneself means. Anyhow, I experienced him deep-felt to mine expect the earnestly and tirelessly with sincere words and earnest wishes to teach. That maths takes an exam, I am smooth play took an examination of a just a little twice more than them very.
正当我怅惘无助的时候，一束强烈而不灼人的光向我照来。那天数学课，我们的数学老师向我讲述了什么是“负效努力”。同学们听完，不约而同地把自己的目光投向那对同桌，老师没说什么，端起茶杯，轻眠一口茶，继而又说：“永远不要因为别人阻挡自己奔跑的步伐，你要相信你自己，别管结果会怎样。你现在要做的就是用自己的学习方法，不顾一切地冲向你想去的终点。”说完，我燃起了重重斗志，抬头感受到了他炽热的目光。他与我对视几秒，轻点了几下头，我没有想到自己在办公室里不经意的几句抱怨被他记下。这时，他仿佛在让我相信自己，又或者让我不要顾及太多，按照自己的方式来。总之，我感受到了他对我的深切期盼和语重心长的谆谆教导。那次数学考试，我平稳发挥比他们两个多考了个一二十分。
I very appreciate mathematical teacher to teach a student so, he turns a bundle of light, lacerate I the darkness of that one phase, broke through the heavy cangue trivial on my heart, I decide do all one can runs, go chasing that to once was gifted to weigh look oneself.
我很感激数学老师这样教导学生，他化作一束光，划破了我那一阶段的黑暗，冲破了我心灵上的重重枷琐，我决定奋力奔跑，去追赶那个曾经被赋予重望的自己。
It is cold window mug together, how wish candidly admit defeat, believe I turn round to look at my to struggle the road when coming, also need charactizing a fine spring day, the flower is sweet diffuse, exuberant. The noble between hesitation is how-to, of the honor to.
同是寒窗苦读，怎愿甘拜下风，相信我回头望去自己奋斗来时的路，也必鸟语花香，花香弥漫，生机盎然。彷徨间贵人指引，荣幸之至。
-- adscript
——后记